what do you want from me?

thursday 12th july 2001 @ 6:42 p.m.

the night shift has knackered me out. i'm tired and hazy around the edges. the evening sunlight is still too much and my skin doesn't fit right.

after only 3 hours sleep this morning i'm desperately in need of rest, my vision is blurring and i can't think straight.

been listening to the sultry mood of pink floyd. the prolonged passing of time and emotion, the space between feelings getting broader and wider. fits my mood so perfectly.

As you look around this room tonight

Settle in your seat and dim the lights

Do you want my blood, do you want my tears

What do you want

What do you want from me

Should I sing until I can't sing anymore

Play these strings until my fingers are raw

You're so hard to please

What do you want from me

Do you think that I know something you don't know

What do you want from me

If I don't promise you the answers would you go

What do you want from me

Should I stand out in the rain

Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you

I'm not the one you need

What do you want from me

You can have anything you want

You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water

Anything you want

You can own everything you see

Sell your soul for complete control

Is that what you really need

You can lose yourself this night

See inside there is nothing to hide

Turn and face the light

What do you want from me?