spanner in the works

1st august @ 12:42 a.m.

spanner in the works. as if my head wasn't screwed enough. found job add today for gynae nurse posts in the same hospital as J in dorset. kinda mad really. i wonder if i was looking? i'm not happy about leaving btn though and don't want to rush into anything, but this could be cool right?

have told J and mentioned it to TG this evening. don't know whether to apply or not. will ponder this.

it has come to my attention that C apparently has a problem with J. don't know why. this could make things interesting if not a little awkward. i know they met when J was in btn years ago, but don't know why she feels like this. J had no idea there was an issue. it's crap that my mate appears to dislike my girlfriend. on what basis i don't know. TG and i will speak to her to find out more...

must sleep, on early shift tomorow.