cupid mocks me

sunday 16th september @ 00:36

too far apart, and yet not far enough to soothe this pain. too few words, too much thought. a tight band encloses my chest, cracks my voice, restricts my breathing, fractures my ribs, bruises my heart. i long for the stillness of peace, the empty mind that may come with love's promises. the abundance of partnership is yet out of reach. in solitude and in company my desires are unspoken and unheard. i cannot find the right words, the right emotions. the doors are all locked to me. i have lost the key. all i see is pain, from every angle, in every mirror, in every silence.

maybe it's too late. what was left of my heart is already breaking.