equinox

wednesday 20th march 2002 @ 23:43

fine rain swirls in the wind around dripping street lights and my coat falls out behind me. home is warm although the walls are too bright for my sensitive soul. i'd like to be drunk enough to blur the memories into a background fuzz but i am forbidden by the shadow of work responsibility. my dreams regurgitate my past in shifting patterns of dark colours and clashing feelings. i feel that spring is coming. the light will soon outweigh the dark. not a moment too soon.