i walked away and they carried on where i left off

saturday 4th may 2002 @ 23:22

i declined the offer on conscience. regret is a luxury i cannot afford. i only know that i would like it too much. and one of us has to do the right thing.

the lonliness is potent only when amongst friends. so i danced, because that is what i do. and i walked home alone. and i wonder if they even missed me.

reading: twelve by vanessa jones

hearing: dream theater

wanting: if only i knew...

fearing: dreaming too small or too big, or not at all