this must be the basement

tuesday 28th may 2002 @ 01:25

today an old friend dropped round and i was reminded that i have some. we talked intensely although i doubt that either of us was listening. the lunar eclipse now passed, brought tragedy to many, but i forgot to look.

i'm sick. i've left my body to my own devices for too long. it's screaming for help now and shivering with cold enough that i can't sleep naked. or maybe it's just that i can't sleep. i continue to torture myself with visions of a man who does not think about me when the lights go out. forcing tears with midnight ballads and angry repercussions. when the full moon passes, things can only get better.