cyber ghosts and memories

wednesday 24th july 2002 @ 00:54

when i hear that electronic tone i always think of you. only this time it really was you, and my heart thundered in my chest. uncertain of the rules i hesitated at the keys, but they found their way like they always did. yet things have changed. more than i could have imagined. well, for you anyway.

i amaze myself how i still cry for you. but then tears always have come easy. i wonder what let you press send when all you had to do was turn away. i wonder why you dared after i cut you down last time. i guess the news was worthy.

i wonder if it was all inevitable and unstoppable and out of my control, and yours. but i'm glad. even though the memory of you still cuts way too deep, and i hope he doesn't break your heart.