did i choose this?

thursday 15th august 2002 @ 22:58

there are ghosts in dark houses and girls holding hands in playgrounds because they don't know what love is yet. there are rabbits in headlights and lovers sleeping in the sweaty embrace of the wrong arms because they are too scared to run. there are couples giving cheap gifts over coffee stained tables and faces in the crowd with tears in their eyes because they don't know how to leave. and when the lights go out, i am alone because i choose to be.