tonight he plays in cannes, alone

monday 20th january 2003 @ 21:49

i don't want to show my face. except maybe to you. but you've gone away. and my heartstrings were still tied to your shadow and they're pulled so tight and it's hurting now. so won't you come back. and tell me you meant what you said. you just forgot to add that i'm the one you want to be with. and that we could be together.

i thought that if i knew where i stood i might feel better. how wrong. if you didn't feel the same i'd understand. you would go and i could cry and get over it. i hoped you'd say you felt the same and that's when the story started to get really good. but you say you feel the same but we cannot be together. confusion reigns and love was always tricky on the borders. but this? this is just ridiculous. i won't wait for you.

well okay, but not too long. after all, it took you a year to get this far.