time please

Tuesday, Jul. 01, 2008 @ 23:27

when i'm running high on orange and pacing too fast for the night, some things slip that shouldn't. like the truth.
i don't want to take it back. (or do i?).
but i'm scared now i've said it, i'm running behind the truth trying to catch it, trying to slow it down. i'm not ready for it to run away and be out there. i'm not ready for the consequences.
i'm just not ready.