my madness

Sunday, Aug. 16, 2009 @ 20:59

almost a year since i last wrote here. i am drawn back by memories of a sacred place where i could leave my heart and my mind, where i had a voice. i wondered about getting lost but still i find no answers here or anywhere else. i am lost to a label and a changing prescription and see no way forward. no matter the colour of the drugs or the number on the pills i find no peace and i am all but stolen. i no longer know who i am or where i am going. i have become nothing but my madness and i am tired now.
i don't know what to fight for.