exploring the edges

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2013 @ 09:00

just for the record, I found the exit. it was there all the time of course. the road was hard and don't let anyone tell you it's easy to walk back out leaving it all behind and don't look back.
it isn't.
but at last I'm wanting, desiring my life again. I want to be out in second hand shoes that have stood in places I have never been and I want to explore the edges and cross my boundaries and laugh into the wind.
I need to stand by the ocean and let it breathe its fearlessness into my bones. inhaling its power and depth and listening to the voices within it.
no doubt a few memories will come up the shore
to taunt me. at some point I have to let the people close again.