childish ways

tuesday 14th september 2004 @ 22:01

working days are long and stiffen my back too much. i have a day of rest tomorrow but it will be spent cleaning and shopping and washing and tidying. sometimes the chores just never end. i fancy a day of teenage rebellion and irresponsibility.

there is always a choice. every minute. i choose to do or not do. to stay or go. to love or hate. but as we get older, our fears grow stronger and our responsibilties swamp our childish ways. as adults we dream of consequences and futures and miss so much.

maybe tomorrow is a day to play and laugh and leave the washing. maybe tomorrow is a day to be childish, and to choose childish ways. because i can.