discovery channel

Friday, Jun. 20, 2008 @ 23:24

you said you got your mojo back and it seemed you had. you laughed and played like old times and you weren't fueled by alcohol. i smiled but wasn't sure what i was seeing. you are unpredictable now.
this change in you has me wondering. for so long i portayed the victim. the martyr. the saviour. i admit that. i was too scared to be anything else. too unsure of myself. if that identity slips it will be because i am discovering you again. if that identity slips it will be because i am discovering me again.
what happens if i don't like either?