4 funerals and finally a wedding

sunday 15th september 2002 @ 14:27

yesterday's emotional overload relieved itself in the form of unnerving and disturbing dreams. nostalgic movements in space and time. only recently i reflected on how autumnal air and fading sunshine peel back the layers of our past and make us vulnerable to memories.

and not my usual negative vibe of distant hurts, but grateful moments when i recall affairs of the heart and mind, and secret journeys at midnight and quiet comtemplation by a lake. and i smiled to my reflection in the car window as i watched the scenes flick by. and didn't share the moment.

i never saw her look so beautiful and confident and in love. and everybody adored her, and cheered and smiled and laughed. and it was all for her. and she deserved every second.