in limbo

wednesday 23rd october 2002 @ 23:32

tonight i have random thoughts that seem to go everywhere yet nowhere. hooking onto tv tangents and swinging off hand written reminders. drifting with irregular tides of memory and spinning yarns of black and white but mostly grey. and tying knots of no distinction. frames are blurry and it's like i drank too much.

i'm waiting for the night out, out with the friends i call family and the rock star smiles and incestuous flirting. i'm waiting for the midnight promises and unspoken desire. i'm waiting for my dreams to come true.