party pieces/shattered

wednesday 1st january 2003 @ 21:32

it's not just the date that feels all wrong. i'm not ready yet. i wasn't ready to see your lips meet with hers. i wasn't ready to feel the betrayal. too late for regrets. not quite late enough to start again. how many new starts can a girl make before she realizes how aimless and confused it all is?

reading: groundswell

hearing: the safe haven of stevie, my angel

wanting: to know if you can separate sex and love

fearing: right now, any outcome is pretty unnerving