party pieces/shattered
wednesday 1st january 2003 @ 21:32
it's not just the date that feels all wrong. i'm not ready yet. i wasn't ready to see your lips meet with hers. i wasn't ready to feel the betrayal. too late for regrets. not quite late enough to start again. how many new starts can a girl make before she realizes how aimless and confused it all is?reading: groundswell
hearing: the safe haven of stevie, my angel
wanting: to know if you can separate sex and love
fearing: right now, any outcome is pretty unnerving