a break between meals is long enough to receive love

thursday 2nd january 2003 @ 22:00

there is nothing more terrifying in this life than being in love. it is the purest form of madness. that surely accounts for my ritualistic lunacy. and the fear that has carved out a home in my heart. and when i feel that ache i might eat or sleep to ease the feeling. imagining myself lacking in something basic and life supporting. then i realise i am. the reciprocation of love itself.

it might not ease the madness. but it would fill the gap long enough between cigarettes.

reading: barefoot doctor

hearing: bond

wanting: for you to be honest (just tell me)

fearing: do you have to ask?