i can't lie down enough

sunday 13th april 2003 @ 22:22

head splitting metal. i keep checking to see if my ears are bleeding. a weekend of true to form sex, drugs and rock and roll. and Kerrap tv and "Arold" and days in seedy bars and nights in smoky chalets. the noise was heavy and the drink potent. the time slid by, side-splitting and gregarious. i don't need a bath, i need a chemical peel. and i've tried lying down. but i can't lie down enough.

reading: hmmm, can't focus. maybe my eyes are bleeding too

hearing: Kerrang weekender raw and in the flesh, InMe, Hellacopters, Icarus Line, Hundred Reasons, "Arold" and improvised german techno

wanting: to go back and not miss Minus or Halloween Resurection at 3am

fearing: that my hearing will never return