strange and beautiful

thursday 17th april 2003 @ 23:58

must we be mad in order to be beautiful?

i see your pain. though i can't get close enough to draw it away and distractions don't seem enough. you keep pretending. acting. and my own experiences would seem false if i shared my empathy with you. it bothers me that your madness makes you seem more beautiful to me. but you are at your most creative when the darkness overwhelms you. i know you won't answer, but i will keep calling anyway.

reading: hmmm, nothing really

hearing: pink floyd - division bell

wanting: to see you smile again

fearing: my concern will drive you further away