take a chance

saturday 23rd august 2003 @ 23:56

the day of judgement is close. although i would rather it was not in your power to deny me. i will do my best to state my case clearly, precisely and sway your decision in my favour. there is a lot at stake and i don't believe you understand how your words have the potential to crush me.

sometimes you just have to take a risk. take a chance. i don't want to beg. i shouldn't have to beg for you to consider the consequences. but your revelations, your long awaited admissions have left me reeling. and i'm struggling to follow your thoughts. i just have to get to the door before it closes one last time, before it stands locked between us forever.