some things will never change

thursday 28th august 2003 @ 00:25

i'll admit i wanted the earth to shake with our meeting. but the clouds did not part, and there was no movie conclusion. nothing has changed. yet.

i was calm. too calm for you. and your love for me never so distant. i do not even try to understand your motives. just accept them. but i know that you will not stand too long in this confusion that you have created. it will be uncomfortable for you. i think you will be back. whether i want you here or not.

reading: my life with and with jim morrison - patricia kennealy-morrison

hearing: clawfinger, aphex twin

wanting: nothing i don't already have

fearing: a life without you