some things will never change
thursday 28th august 2003 @ 00:25
i'll admit i wanted the earth to shake with our meeting. but the clouds did not part, and there was no movie conclusion. nothing has changed. yet.i was calm. too calm for you. and your love for me never so distant. i do not even try to understand your motives. just accept them. but i know that you will not stand too long in this confusion that you have created. it will be uncomfortable for you. i think you will be back. whether i want you here or not.
reading: my life with and with jim morrison - patricia kennealy-morrison
hearing: clawfinger, aphex twin
wanting: nothing i don't already have
fearing: a life without you