denied

Thursday, Jan. 26, 2006 @ 18:53

trying to make progress and doing ok. i'm doing the right things and maybe starting to see a glow of goodness around a corner somewhere near. the symptoms are slowly reducing and i'm aching to get my life back, edging towards the energy needed to make it to the end of the road.

but money is so short and i'm desperate to get back to working normally, stop creating debt, pay off the existing credit and maybe have a little money for myself. I tried to get more hours at work. I asked for just an extra day. I was told no, apparently my health is too unreliable.

so what do i do now, when my own body lets me down and no one will give me a chance when i have a huge glowing sign above my head that says "depressed and a liability".