make tea not love

monday 10th november 2003 @ 11:56

you called early. sorry you said. i shouldn't have taken it out on you, you said. i want to come and hold you, you said.

we made tea. we made love. you left with a smile.

i am still smarting from your lack of interest. although i do not blame you. i am hurt and confused by your behaviour. i want to tell you all my fears but you are not one for serious conversation. i think you hope that you have made it all better. but i don't trust you with my heart today.