chaos theory

saturday 6th december 2003 @ 15:21

time creates distance in a unique way that i hadn't noticed. small adventures lead us to doors although the keys sometimes remain elusive. in gaps between deep thought and self indulgence i remember a past of coffee scented streets and carrying books to my chest in the rain. memories triggered by those who want to gain a deeper feel for my psyche.

the one for whom i wake in the morning sleeps through the dullest hours of my days. grey light cannot illuminate the dark corners but i continue to show optimism to those who matter. and die are cast that change the view from my windows.

and after he talks chaos theory while drunk, i reel from the sharpness of the mind he declines to put to purpose. but so many of us suffer with this lethargic affliction.