running towards the light and ready to jump

saturday 10th january 2004 @ 17:41

with the new year came a few surprises. i always thought i was not easily shocked. i found myself calm in the eye of the storm and with the company that i had longed for over and over. and now i'm jumping in with both feet. after 4 months together we decide to live together, although we do already. but i like being in your pocket. and i believe you when you say you don't mind.

we promise not to break each other and the eye contact is strong enough for me to trust you with my heart, my soul, my life.

i love you. and for once i am truely loved in return.

new doors open all the time, sometimes we are not even aware that we have the key. i just know that i don't want this to be something i regret not doing. i'm tired of running from things, too fearful to try.

a new year, a new place. let's just try. we have nothing to lose now. we have both been broken so many times before. and making this life work in our favour is to take a risk. and i think you are worth it.

and i am in love with you.