life is like this

saturday 16th november 2002 @ 19:58

night shift tonight while the world around me gets dressed up to take on the chill air and the party spirit. i collapsed into bed this morning in the dark, dizzy from a busy shift and slept until the sun had retreated again. the lack of daylight is somehow soothing, the shadows of night so perfect for hiding. and i am hiding. not willing to face the light and be seen. anger sits in my chest, suppressed, although i am unsure from where it stems. by morning it will have been dissolved by the needy calls of those with real fears.