Is there a worse feeing than not feeling like yourself?

Tuesday, Aug. 26, 2008 @ 22:33

i'm not sure there is. i wasn't so sure of myself to begin with, a strange concoction of dark depression to serene calm, sometimes elevated to chatty irritation and exhibitionist. now at least i have answers even if i don't like them. even if now, drugged with prescriptions, i am losing all my boundaries, all my edges and transforming into someone i don't recognise.
i hope i start to find the new me. or i'm going to be a long time lost.